bang.

leaving the house in 5 mins for training. heading there with mixed feeling cause i really dont know what to do with shooting as for now. yea sure i want sea games again. but the determination isnt just there any more. i ll make sure i do my best to qualify, but after (if) i get in... what's next?

asian games... then commonwealth...then olympics. plenty of things to qualify for. but so what? so what after i get there and compete?

pondering alot...which again gets me nowehere.

okie training time. damn so fickle.